Tonight is a really bad night and I keep panicking because I still can’t believe I’m going to be a senior in High School, and then soon graduating. I keep thinking about how fast life changes and how I’m not a kid anymore and I’m still trying to figure out a way how to make it all just…..stop. Please. Just pause. I need a second to breathe and compose my thoughts. I need life to stop for a second so I have time to figure out some stuff without the fear of having my life fly by. I want to be able to stop thinking, just for a little. Life is feeling a little too complicated right now and I can’t get a grip of it.